Egypt
25 | CW:204lbs | GW: 195 | UGW: 121lbs | 5’7
25 | CW:204lbs | GW: 195 | UGW: 121lbs | 5’7
My reasons why I shouldn’t eat:
-I’m happy when I don’t
-I’ll look like a model
-I won’t be drowsy
-I can drink instead
-I will wake up fresh and new
-I will lose more weight
-I won’t have to start over
-I will deserve Tumblr
-smoking will be worth it
-when I eat I feel gross after
-coffee won’t be a waste
-I will feel tingly again
-my cheekbones will be more defined
-I will look younger
-my dreams will be more vivid
why I want to get skinny
- baggy clothes. I’m sick of my baggy clothes having to be like XXL/XXXL
- skinny legs and clunky boots. I want skinny legs and big looking feet to make them look even tinier
- I’m sick of being fat. I’ve been overweight most of my life and I hate it I hate it I hate it
- I don’t wanna be insecure about buying food from places
- I don’t want to be afraid of doing things because I’m scared being too heavy will affect it (e.g. being picked up, sitting on somebody’s lap)
(via psych2go)
has-she-lost-weight-deactivated:
Arrrgghhhhhh
I’m in a terrible mood, completely unable to focus, horribly dissociated, particularly anxious, insomniac, bloated, and a kg of fluid retention heavier. Yes you guessed correctly I’m on my ✨ period✨ heavily so✨
I just hope the scale goes back to showing me progress once my period is over ✨this sucks✨
I can’t even seem to get my thoughts straight. Wake me up when I’m thin
(via psych2go)